Don't play when not in the mood...

I did some drafting, then felt like I should play some as I wanted to keep playing continuously so I stayed in the right mode. But my head wasn't into it and so I played badly. And then I ran badly... and then the game got shorthanded and I thought "well, I'm horrible at short handed, so this is a chance to practice, and this entire session is a wash anyways."

Yeah that was smart.

Short version, down roughly $100 last night. A good lesson learned to not play when I am not in the right mindset to play. I never "have to" play, and I should not act like I do.